Oh my god.

Okay. I had a classmate two years ago who was so freaking nice!!! God, she was like one of THE girls. You know, the cooperative ones that everyone liked and stuff. And she got cancer. That's not fair. Why does it have to be her?

I don't even know her that well, other than being in her class once. And now she's gone. I know her sister, and she's so happy and friendly. How must she feel?

My friend tells me today that it's unlikely she'll make it. I can't even cry. I'm just venting out all my frustration to this blog. She's crying and I'm trying to act happy, but who can act happy when this is happening?

I want to see her one more time. I hope I can.

Oh God, please let her get better.